A Future Decision

Hola friends!

At this point of living, I am totally scared of choosing the wrong place and courses to further my study. I wanted to be a doctor so bad, but I am also scared of not being able to lift the heavy weight of studying medical. Well, people said if we have passion in something then it'll be easy for us so I decided to just go with the flow and try my best to grab my childhood dream and make it come true.

As for UPU, the system that will help the SPM leavers to choose their favorite courses and Universities to further their studies, I've been filling all the blanks with science courses that I hope, can make my dream to be a doctor comes alive. First blank, I chose the 'Asasi sains pertanian - Universiti Putra Malaysia' and for this course, I been dying to be part of the students there.

The two final choices that I will choose, if I got the chance to be accepted lah kan, I will choose:
1. Asasi Sains Pertanian UPM
2. Matrikulasi (hoping for KMJ)

So friends, pleaseee do pray for me so I can get these two place to study and Thank You in advance if you do :) Sorry for the short entry but I thinks that's enough for today! Bye fellas.

Love, farra

Besties can never get separated

Hello lovelies.

2017, After five years of being separated from each others, we have finally found our way back to be together. Afrina Misri, Fatehah Azhari, Syafieqah Syamsulhefli, and myself had known each other nearly 10 years now. On 2011, we had to say our goodbyes to Afrina as she moved to Bandar Dato' Onn and on 2013 it's time for all of us to get our own way as we moved to diffrent high schools. Fatehah went to a high school at Batu Pahat while me to Permas Jaya and Syaf, stay loyal to Taman Molek.

Even though we may have been separated from each other that long, We always find for a time to meet each other and do small gathering between us but unfortunately they were never complete. Fatehah obviously couldn't be beside us when we do hangouts or gatherings bacause she lived far most from all of us. So, to have all four of us together earlier last year, it was such a happy moment to be remembered.

Syaf and I

As always, Syaf and I will go together as we lived near to each other. We decided to be there before everyone because we wanted to buy some presents for Fatehah as her birthday was just around the conner and that was the one and only time we could gave the birthday presents to her.

As we arrived, we go straight to Popular and seek for presents. After choosing a cute beacelet, we head out to wait for Fatehah and Afrina. About 5 minutes later we met Fatehah and sang the happy birthday song while recording her expression.We hugs each other and headed to the food court and wait for Afrina. We had so much fun eating the foods and taking beautiful pictures because the view were sooo mesmerizing.

Then, we got  a call from Afrina so we waited for her in front of the Cinemas. We got to take some pictures together near the cinemas (obviously asking someone to take care of the picture)

Me, Syaf and Fatehah

Us while waiting for Afrina

Not so long after that, we headed to meet our lovely Afrina. While running towards her, I ripped my bag and so I had to hold it because the holder was out of sercvice. We then go to the Cinemas and watched-- I don't remember what movie haha bad memories of mine. Oh yes, it's Annabelle. Remembered cause after the movie, we teased each other by calling ourselves 'annabelle'. That was such a funny and unforgettable memory.

Yeay! we finally met the beautiful Afrina

After the movie, we go to the mosque to perform our  responsibilities then found a quiet spot (in the pic above) and be crazy taking photos. We also made a weird and loud noises because we were always so excited and energetic around each other. Later that afternoon, we had to say and wave our last goodbyes to Fatehah as she needed to head back to Batu Pahat before it gets too late.

Before leaving us, we took a kind of formal picture because we literally did crazy poses before-- we were sad to watch her leave. I wish I could turn back time. Miss themmm much.

Forced smile came out to be the most proper picture we had haha!

After saying goodbyes, Afrina, Syaf and I saw the teary eyes of Fatehah from afar. We were also sad, but we don't want to make it harder for Fatehah to leave us. We then turn away and decided to make our way to fill our stomach. Afrina, however, had another plan. She treated Syaf and myself a set of 'Aunty Anne' (forgive me if I spelled it wrong). She is so pretty yet so generous.

Us with a sneak peak of aunty anne while waiting for Afrina's family to picked her up

Excuse my potato face in that picture. A few minutes later, Afrina's family picked her up. We greet her mum and sister and watch her leaving us not so long after that. Then..Syaf and I waited her mother to picked us up --as earlier, my father has been taking us there (It's like our own little system now haha).

 My Forever and Ever

I can't imagine how my childhood would be if they were not there to fill the empty rooms in my heart because it was made just for them. I really hope and looking forward to our next complete gathering. Thank you loves for being there with me when I needed you guys and I hope that this friendship will last until Jannah hopefully. Insyaallah, Amin.

Thank you guys for reading and I hope you are having a fantastic day with you loved ones!

Love, farra.

Mary Kay's Skincare and Basic Make Up Class

Hello!

As I got a reaaaaly long holidays after SPM, my bestie, Syafieqah or I called her Syaf, asked me to go to a 'Make Up class' of Mary Kay at Menara Pelangi, JB.

When I heard the word 'make up' I was a bit nervous because I never done make ups before and I'm afraid that I might do something wrong during the class. Later that day, Syaf showed me the poster of the make up class and so I read the whole thing there and found out that I'm not going to do all the heavy make ups stuff instead, I'll be guided on how to take care of my skin and some basic make up lessons such as how to apply foundation correctly and lipstick and other simple stuff like that.

And so.. the day has arrived. Syaf's mom's picked me up in front of my house at 10 a.m if I'm not mistaken, and straightly go to the Menara Pelangi. When we reached the destination, we have to wait about 30 minutes before the two breathtaking looking sibs approached us as we grab each other's hands to perform a greeting. Then, we followed them to their office before instructed to get in to one of the classes in the office.

So that was me as I avoid the camera because I am me! always not confisent, always says no to camera haha :p

Oh, how about introducing the two sibs I'm saying earlier. The older sister named Najihah and the second one is Nadhilah and they're both sooooo pretty. As sis najihah introduced us of the Mary Kay's skincare products, sis nadhilah guided us if we ever misunderstood what her sister was talking about (if I'm explaining it right haha!). Then, we were instructed to use the cleanser to clean the bedak or whatever we're having on our faces.

sis najihah (most front) taking pic of us cleaning our faces

Euww.. I will never show my non-spectacles face to anybody ever except they're close enough to me but darnn.... they told me to leave my spect as I clean my face. So embarrasing. Do you see how struggle I am to wash my face? They even asked me that one time about why I would be so closed to the mirror and so I said proudly (this is sarcasm k gais) "I can't see properly without my spect" OMG, can you imagine how frustrated I am to answer such questions because obviously we-- who wear spects can't see this world clearly without or live saver called spectacles/glasses.

Trying the scrubs on our hand

When I came to think of it, actually we did try the scrubs before the cleansing so this picture up here should actually be located before the cleaning face pic. again, sorry! And after all the skincare sessions done, we proceed to the basic make up lessons and guess what, I am falling in love, madly in love and crazily in love with their foundation. It's so light like I can't feel I am wearing the foundation.

And then, we tried their lipsticks which I think not too suitable for me. Not that I'm saying Mary Kay's lipstick is bad but trust me, I've been searching for the suitable lipstick for me my whole life but always ended up founding nothing but disappintment. Syaf tried it on her lips and trust me the color is beautifully beautiful!

Not so long after, we took some pictures and waited about 5 minutes before my father and mother fetch us back home. We took some more pics together on the car. Oh before I forgot, the class is FREE OF CHARGE so if you ever wanted to try Mary Kay's products for free, find me on instagram and I'll give their number to you.

Us and sis Nadhilah. Isn't she pretty?

All of us together after finishing the lessons

Alright! I guess that's all for today. I hope you enjoy reading this entry and may we see each other again vey soon. Thank you <3

Love, farra.

My cutie cats Part 2

Hello again!

If you haven't read about 'My cutie cat' of course the part 1, pleaseee do read them below. If not, you'll maybe not understand the whole story.

So, back to our point. Bobby, our female cat lived with us without Sora and Ricky. I guess she already forgotten about them now even though the first few months after Sora's and Ricky's death, I can see the sadness and loneliness of Bobby. 

Earlier September 2017, Bobby started to show her 'gatal'-ness and so she got pregnant! Two months later, she gave birth to four beautiful kittens we named Bobo, Bola, Didi and Lulu.

BOBO - the first born haha! she's the most garang one! we usually called her 'kaklong' and my father's the one who named her.

BOLA - the only boy in the familia. she's the most manja cat between his sibs. my mother named him because...only my mum knows why :'D

DIDI - she's the most quiet cat i've ever met so when I got to listen to her voice, It's like I'm winning something incredible. btw, my sister named her.

LULU - she always gave me responds whenever I asked her. and the cute name? I named her! :p

Obviously, all four of them was born in the same day, 6th November 2017, the first day of my SPM. And now.. Bobby's preggy again after her second wave of gatalness come and said hi to her. This time, I'm hoping that Bobby won't gave birth of 5 or 6 more babies because... I can't imagine the house of mine turned into an ultimate zoo.

I am so happy to watch the babies and also Bobby growing up healthily Alhamdulillah.. But Sora and Ricky will always have their special place in my heart. Love them catsss sooo much!

Love, farra.

My cutie cats

Hello cat lovers!

Earlier 2017, my family adopted two lovely kittens named Bobby and Ricky. they're 4 months old at that time. Bobby is a female cat while Ricky is a male one. A month after that, we adopted another female cat name Sora which I believe was more than two years old.

Bobby, Ricky and Sora

We were a happy family back then. Although Bobby and Ricky frequently fell sick, we always try our best to make sure they're healthy again.

Bobby accompany her brother when Ricky was sick

Bobby and Ricky when they're both sick back then

And sora.. we never thought that she will get sick because she has been very healthy all this while. We keep bringing Bobby and Ricky to the vet to make sure they're not sick.

The beautful Sora sitting on a chair

Ricky and Bobby

4 months old Bobby posing a cute style

Unfortunately,the picture of Ricky alone was on my broken phone, sigh. But that's okay as long as I still got his photo that's enough for me. Then, two days before Hari Raya 2017, Sora gets sick and she keep being alone and don't want to be near us anymore. I was woried so I searched for her everywhere near my house but I couldn't find her until the first day of Hari Raya. We had to leave home for Batu Pahat, my village. So, we left home with plenty of foods for my cats, and also Sora to eat if she ever came back. Four days passes and we went back home after a long raya trip with my family members. Still, Sora was nowhere to be found.

That evening, my mum told me to take some 'daun kari' outside our house because she wanted to make the Chicken Curry. (Let me wipe my tears first). When I started to open the door, I saw Sora lying in the longkang of our house, not moving. I called my mum and we both cried after seeing the dead body of Sora. That was the most heart breaking day of my life.

Moving forward to a few days after the bad incident about my Sora, Ricky showed that he was unhappy and sad. He's not that active anymore. I guess it's because Sora was like his mother and that Ricky was close to Sora the most.

A month after that, Ricky fell sick again. We tried our best and gave him everything for him to be healthy again but we failed. Even the vet can't help him, and he was gone few days after. I still remember the day my mother told me that Ricky was dead. That time, my mother just picked me up from school and she told me about Ricky. I cried a river in the car and feel a little bit upset since I can't see him for the last time and that I couldn't say goodbye to him.

But that's okay, I hope Ricky and Sora will be in a better place now. I know that some of you might think that it is overreact for some cat lovers to cry over these little creature but we treated them like our own family and when they're dead, it feels like the dead of or own family.

And now.. we were left with Bobby,  our charming and beautiful cat.

Bobby <3

Phew.. I guess I will need to write the Part II since there are still plenty of stories about Bobby and 4 little creatures that cheers our lives after the death of our two beloved cats, Sora and Ricky. See you in Part 2!!

Love, farra.

The Scary Day, SPM Results 2017

Assalamualaikum & Hello again..

15 March 2018, Thursday. The day that makes all of us (the SPM 2017 takers) feel insecured and worried. That morning was the only time I could think about what outfit should I wear to school because days before that I was so nervous thinking about my results. Well, you know we girls usually decides what we should wear or wanna wear to somewhere earlier like 2-3 days before we go to where we panning to go (if you understand what I explained haha). 

So, Alhamdulillah my results came out with good grades. At least better than what I've expected. My friends, too, they all came out with flying colors and that's enough to make all of us happy. Then, we all went to meet our teachers for the last time. It's kind of sad but we managed to hide our feelings and show how grateful we are for what the teachers had been sacrificed all this while.

First, we went to meet Mr.Sheikh Ahmad Kamal, our Chemistry teacher. I can't deny that Mr.Sheikh actually makes us (my classmates) love Chemistry so much! He got the sense of humor that will make you feel happy and fun during the Chemistry class. 

The picture of my friends and I with our beloved Cikgu Sheikh, our Chemistry teacher

Then, we went to see Puan Azlida Hanim, our Physics teacher. She was the most tegas teacher back then when we're still in school but that's what makes me want to study hard in Physics. There's one time around October 2017 (if im not mistaken), Puan Azlida scold me for some silly mistakes that I've done on paper 3, the most crucial paper for every subjects because it can help you to gain marks easily. I then realised my mistakes and do better on the upcoming paper  exercises and Alhamdulillah I scored in Physics.

Us with Cikgu Azlida, our Physics teacher

And.. last but not least, we went to meet my favorite teacher, Puan Nor Hikmah Akmal, our biology teacher. She praised us for getting good grades and said that she won't forget us. I miss Cikgu Hikmah and all my teachers! Hope I can meet them again in future.

My insider friends

My favorite teacher, our beloved Cikgu Hikmah, the biology teacher

Thank you for hearing my thoughts, I hope we can meet again in the next post. Bye!

My so called 'Adik'

Assalamualaikum, it's the third entry! I can't believe I'm going this far on blog.

Since I'm feeling good today, I want to introduce my so called adik to everyone. Don't be mistaken by this post, she is actually the daughter of my mum's bestie and we are not related in blood. This year makes her 12 years old while me 18 but we're just clicked whenever we met despite our diff ages.

So few days ago, we were attending a wedding ceremony of our mum's friend's son at Dewan Taman Molek, Johor Bahru. Unfortunately, we didn't able to take pictures of ourselves with the bride and groom.

This is my adik, zulaikha or well just call her Z haha!

See, we're twinning! hahaha.. I'm feeling a bit offended actually beacause as you can see, she nearly be as tall as me when she is only 12. I guess I really need to have tonssss of yogurts. And as always, ikha and I will take our mandatory selfies on snapchat because you know, snapchat could hide your flaws! :p 

I told you, we're being flawless with snapchat filters.

Kinda samseng kinda can't-be'serious

Okay! I guess that's all I can share with you guys. See you in the next post!

Love, farra.